wind blowing my hair
curly mess
into straw
like a Barbie
doll I am no
longer

different shape
pace
style
cannot decide if
I miss it

rounder
heavier
softer
slower
older

wiser maybe
I really hope
so
could make
it worth it
then

evidence
of a life
lived and loved
lessons learned
wisdom gathered

adventures
as Marissa
not Barbie

amen